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Anger and pain. That's it. Just anger and pain.
I'm disappointed in myself.
I want to say I'm taking a break until I can find something more positive, but I'm not sure I should. Or can. It's not like I have much else. And I do still need the contact.
I don't know, but this isn't working.
But hey, I did unexpectedly stumble across an hour and a half (which was scheduled to be half an hour) of late-night New York roller derby. Never watched that before. Couldn't keep up with who was who in the pack, even with the announcers, but it's an interesting sport. And everyone in it has a punny stage name, right down to the EMTs, refs, and broadcast A/V guys. Oh, and for some reason, the girl in the logo reminds me of![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
alligee.
I'm disappointed in myself.
I want to say I'm taking a break until I can find something more positive, but I'm not sure I should. Or can. It's not like I have much else. And I do still need the contact.
I don't know, but this isn't working.
But hey, I did unexpectedly stumble across an hour and a half (which was scheduled to be half an hour) of late-night New York roller derby. Never watched that before. Couldn't keep up with who was who in the pack, even with the announcers, but it's an interesting sport. And everyone in it has a punny stage name, right down to the EMTs, refs, and broadcast A/V guys. Oh, and for some reason, the girl in the logo reminds me of
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I never knew was Roller Derby was until I met Warner, whose stylist plays. I've been to one bout in my life and it confused the heck out of me, not to mention it was WAY crowded and my anxiety flares up in crowds. I did like the names, though. Warner's stylist's name is Barb and her stage name is Barbicide. Clever on many levels.