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( May. 21st, 2013 06:26 am)
This one seems worth spreading around:

Fair Phone, the socially conscious smartphone.

Europe only so far, but a cool idea. A fully featured Android smartphone built by workers who are treated fairly and with "conflict-free minerals."

But they need 5000 preorders to get the whole thing off the ground.

(Crossposted to [community profile] signalboost)
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( May. 14th, 2013 06:19 pm)
So, my sleep study today:

Blergh. )
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( May. 14th, 2013 08:37 am)
BTW, if anyone is interested, the original Extremis storyline written by Warren Ellis (which made me appreciate that they named the President after him, since I doubt he got any other compensation for the movie) I'd available as a motion comic. (The art, with limited 2D motion, with the dialog voice acted.) Netflix has it in their streaming library. (At least, they did a couple of months ago.)
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( May. 13th, 2013 04:10 am)
I was complaining to a friend that my laptop (Jimmy Olsen) has been feeling slow lately. It takes a while to boot up, new program windows take too long to load, etc. Even just a new chat window makes everything grind to a halt for a minute.

She asked how old it was. I wasn't sure. I thought about four, maybe five years. I went to check. The ship date was May '06. It's 7 years old.

Now, I like to invest in my computers. I don't get bleeding edge, top of the line... But I do go for about one step down from that. I figure the more I put into it at the start the longer it will last. Which does seem to be the case here.

I don't remember what I paid for Jimmy, but I'd guess around $4k. Divided over 7 years, that comes out to about $1.50 a day. Not bad, Jimmy. You have served me long and well.

But Jimmy was born in the days of Windows XP. I did upgrade to Pro, but that was it. Now I'm worried. Vista wasn't worth the bother. I heard mixed reviews of 7 (and never anything really good). And everyone seems to hate 8. Even with all that, it's still a (sort of) happy medium between the idiot friendly stay in your playpen Mac OS and the hardcore computer geek Linux. Also, all the software is made for Windows.

(Then again, I wrote all this on my phone...)

IDK. But thank you, Jimmy. I think you've earned your rest.
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( May. 7th, 2013 06:16 pm)
Surely a petition to scrap Congress and start over can do better than the nutso conspiracy theory ones, right? ... Right?

I mean, I know we can't actually do that. But there are reasons Congress is less popular than pond scum right now, and reinforcing that might just actually have an effect...
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( May. 3rd, 2013 06:43 am)
So I noticed part of the CPAP tubing seemed kind of floppy. I switched it out for my old (spare) tubing. The machine noticed my breathing problems again! Apnea index went from an average of about 1.5 - 2 to a steady 0.0 to last night's 2.6. That may be all I needed to do. Bad news that the number is up, but hopefully that's a fluke. Or just a sign that I was trying to sleep more deeply to make up for the sleep debt. Unfortunately, I needed another hour or so, and I just couldn't get back to sleep even though I'm not even awake and already feel like I'm crashing. Not sure what's up with that. But hopefully this means things can get back to normal levels of crippling fatigue.

ETA: Oh! I misjudged dinner, so my blood sugar is really high. That's why I couldn't sleep this morning! Let's fix that, give it some time to settle, and then see if I can get back to sleep. (Bit of a long shot, but worth a try.)
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( May. 1st, 2013 01:14 am)
Just woke up from a strange and exciting dream. It kind of jumped around, actually. (I'll tell you about it, but there's more to this than just the dream itself.)

First a girl wandering alone through a city (I held my breath as I watched her, as if in a movie) having to escape the three men who followed her around the subway station. She ran into a couple of other girls and they made it to safety together.

Then she was younger, in her early to mid teens, and I was her babysitter for the night. We were supposed to be walking home, but she ran ahead in a different direction. Breathlessly, I chased after her. Until we got to a breathtakingly beautiful landscape of rolling green hills. She promised we would just be there for a quick visit, and could still be home on time.

She ran ahead again. I watched as she got to a house on a hill. Below, in the valley, was a sprawling mansion, almost a castle. She told me she just wanted to see if the good witch or the bad witch appeared on porch first, as that would be an omen for the coming day.

It turned back into a movie as the good witch appeared and then fainted. Someone had sprinkled the landing site with coriander, she gasped! She had had some training as a witch herself (plot point: we'd surely find out more about that later, with the likely result of her becoming apprenticed to the good witch, if not taking over for her entirely).

She ducked into the house, and stumbled onto... Gasp! A jar of coriander! The house's owner walked in. I held my breath as the girl stumbled to explain, and then escaped from the room (as I stood there to back up her explanation).

Then it was two male friends in the road. I was sometimes an observer, sometimes in the head of one of the pair. We stood outside the house. The wicked witch walked out. We started to run. She got ready to throw a spell at my friend. There was only one thing I could do. I secretly had some magic of my own, but I had never used it. I prepared a shield, the one spell I could (maybe!) cast. I had to time it just right! I held my breath, waiting for the right moment.

She threw her spell. I cast the shield. She was aiming for my friend, not me! I shifted the shield. Would it work? My breath caught. But yes! The shield formed! It protected him. I even managed to push it back, knocking the witch momentarily off her feet! "Run!"

We ran. The witch got up, intrigued by this new and unexpected magic. She got ready to cast again. Running as fast as I could, I desperately threw a half-formed shield behind me. I didn't even turn to see if it had done any good.

My friend was ahead of me. He'd already gotten to the train station. It was on the second floor. The witch was right behind me. A breathless moment.

A sudden, desperate idea! I started throwing shield bubbles behind me with both hands, as fast as I could. Everyone watched, amazed, as I flew through the air, jetting bubbles. I managed to maneuver to the second floor and drop between the ceiling and the railing. It was a glorious, scary, breathless moment.

Behind me, the witch stopped to examine one of the bubbles, which remained intact on the ground for a short while. There would be a price to pay for my escape. She would learn about my magic, likely more than I knew myself.

With that realization, I woke up, gasping for air.

My CPAP reports zero breathing anomalies in the five hours I managed to sleep.

I have an appointment Thursday morning. It can't come soon enough.
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( Apr. 28th, 2013 06:55 am)
I am really, really tired.

No, I mean really tired.

I mean so tired it's making me woozy. And my brain feels like it's made of oatmeal. And attempting to think is like slogging through oobleck - the harder I push, the more everything just locks up.

My CPAP (the machine which helps me breathe at night) says I slept 11 hours last night. It also says that I've had precisely zero breathing abnormalities in the last week or more, which would be pretty much impossible even if I didn't have sleep apnea.

Yeah, I think it's time for a visit to sleep clinic. Hopefully this week. Right now, I'm going to go lie down.
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( Apr. 21st, 2013 07:43 pm)
I'm thinking of starting a text/story-based RPG on a message board I frequent.

(Basically, people create their characters and post what they want those characters to do. Then I, as GM, decide what happens and post the description. And things go from there.)

I want it to be a superhero game. I'm thinking along the lines of Wild Cards, actually. An event occurred which gave some small number of humans super powers, and now they're running around using them and it's a different world. So not so much the tights and capes (although there is some of that).

I can get into details in another post or privately. That's just background. Thing is that I want them to be able to run freely around the city making their own decisions and creating the plot that way. To make things easier on me, I've chosen modern NYC as the setting. (Specifically, Manhattan.) I'm already reasonably familiar with the city, and it gives me a ready-made map with familiar locations and existing neighborhoods and so on.

But I need help fleshing it all out. In part because the creative part of my brain hasn't been the same since fibro fog shut down most of my high-level cognitive functions. In part because I've never been that good at creating whole casts of new characters. In part because having an ethnically diverse city means including cultures and neighborhoods I don't know very well.

1. I need help creating characters. I have a good start on several of the major players, but I need a lot more people to properly populate the city. And there are whole neighborhoods where I just haven't decided what's going on.

2. I need help worldbuilding. Brainstorming. Figuring out the timeline and what's different and what might be cool to add. I have ideas, but I need to develop them.

3. I need to figure out how to handle the Black, Latino, Italian, Chinese, and other neighborhoods. I don't know the cultures well enough to get them right. I want to include them. It would be wrong to sweep them under the proverbial rug. How do I include them and create characters without being racist? (Hello, Luke Cage...)
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( Apr. 20th, 2013 07:38 pm)
My latest crafts project involves a character who wears sunglasses with purple lenses. So I went out a week or so ago to get some supplies. I was browsing through Target when I saw one of their employees restocking the shelves. Conversation went something like this:

"I need a sheet of translucent purple plastic. Do you have anything like that?"
"You mean for crafting?"
"Yes, actually."
"I'm sorry. We don't carry anything like that. We have a small crafting section over there, but it's mostly construction paper and glitter."
"Oh. Well, thanks anyway."

I proceeded to the next aisle. School supplies! That might just...

*ding*

3 ring binder dividers. Translucent plastic sheets in many colors. Including a nice purple. Strong enough to not rip or break like cellophane wrap but still thin/soft enough that I can readily cut it. Perfect.

Grabbed it. Headed for my next item. Passed the lady I'd just been talking to.

"Hey, look. You do have it!"
"Those are binder dividers. They're not for crafting."
"So? I can still use them! :D "
"Oh. Well, uhm, I'm glad you got what you wanted."
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( Apr. 19th, 2013 07:58 pm)
Marathon runner lost both legs in one of the blasts. When he woke up in the hospital, he provided crucial information about the suspect to police. Despite having health insurance, his bills are expected to reach into the millions. He's crowdfunding it. His employer, Costco, has pledged to match donations. Currently up to about $250k. Which is a lot, but a drop in the bucket compared to $9 million.

The health care system in this country is a national disgrace.

Thinkprogress has the story. It also provides a link to the crowdfunding page.
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( Apr. 8th, 2013 04:11 pm)
Hmm. Just got a letter back from NCL. They finally responded to the one I sent them a month ago. They apologize for all the things I complained about and said they will pass along my complaints and suggestions to the appropriate departments. They actually went through the whole thing item by item. Their letter is nearly as long as mine. But that's what it says for pretty much every item. So that's nice. And they gave me a $200 onboard credit for the next time I cruise with them (assuming I do so within the next year, which is not happening, and which would entail me spending much more than $200 for the ticket). So far so good.

Here's the thing, though: My number one complaint was that they were exploiting the crew. Subjecting them to poor and exhausting working conditions to the point that, even though they were clearly doing their best, the wear and tear and stress really showed. NCL's response?

"Please accept our apology for any lapse in service that you encountered throughout your cruise. The situation which you described is certainly rare, and we assure you that this matter has been addressed with onboard staff to prevent similar situations in the future."

That's what they said. What I hear from that is this:



(Description: Pirate flag bears the slogan, "The beatings will continue until morale improves!")
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( Apr. 3rd, 2013 02:44 pm)
I have a cold. With my awesome kick-ass immune system, this almost never happens. Which is fortunate. Because even a mild cold can really screw me up. Basically, I have a stuffy nose. Which, for reasons I won't get into right now, means I also have a sore throat. Also a little queasy from time to time. But mostly it's the stuffy nose that's the problem.

I have sleep apnea. I don't breathe well when I'm dreaming, which wakes me up out of the dream until I start breathing again. Which means that even though I'm asleep, I'm not really getting the actual restorative benefits of sleeping. The treatment for this is to pressurize the air I breathe, helping me to keep breathing so I can get some real sleep.

The problem is that the apnea machine I have works through a nasal mask. And I have a stuffy nose. Even with a combination of decongestants, my nose is pretty stuffy. My apnea index (number of incidents per hour) has tripled. I'm waking up a few times a night. And the congestion is worse today than it was yesterday. Right now, I can't breathe through my nose at all.

Which means... tonight is going to suck.

Also, today has sucked. Also, tomorrow is going to suck more.

The good news in all this is that my kick-ass immune system generally gets rid of this nonsense relatively quickly. Should hopefully be back to normal soon. And then I have to try to catch up on sleep and deal with the pain and exhaustion associated with that.

Shorter version: This week sucks.
If you're willing to send a card or postcard (turns out they're the same price from the US if going internationally) to help take part in that April Fools prank I'm trying to do, sometime within the next couple of days would be a good time to put it in the mail. Thanks! :)
The Goblins webcomic is one of my favorites. I've met the author, and he's really cool. If you haven't checked it out, I highly recommend it.

But there are those who hate the comic. They are known as 4chan trolls. One of them made what, by 4chan standards, is a brilliant "parody" of Goblins which gets circulated around 4chan. It's poorly drawn and very stupid, but Thunt, the author of Goblins, finds it hilarious. He cracks up every time. He'll draw a scene that reminds him of this "parody" and he'll start laughing. Specifically, the "punchline" of the parody, "I'M SAD," makes him laugh.

And so, for April Fool's, I want to swarm him with postcards saying "I'M SAD." You can add a drawing or some other words or whatever you'd like, but it must prominently include that phrase.

Thunt lives in Canada. I don't know about other countries, but a postcard from the US to Canada costs $1.10 to send and should arrive in about 7-10 days, more or less. (The address is a PO box which is not checked daily, so a bit of variance shouldn't matter.)

Will you join? Will you ask others to? It's just a postcard. A minute of your time and a couple of bucks. The more we get, the more fun it'll be.

The address is at the bottom of this page. (I don't think there's any problem with posting it in plain text, since it's a snail mail addy, but I'll err on the side of caution.)
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( Mar. 8th, 2013 09:22 am)
I've been out of the habit of mediating daily for too long. Been meaning to get back into it. Started on vacation, in part to help make up for the lack of sleep. But I didn't keep up when I got home, in part because of the overwhelming sleep debt. Just gave it a good half hour. I didn't realize how much I needed it.

Back when I was practicing regularly, I could find peace in a single breath. Now I can feel the edges of it after a while, but that's about the best I can do. Which is surprising, despite how long it's been.

Also, for most of the time just now, it felt like my head was in a vice. A combination of the lack of sleep and feeling things ease that I wasn't even aware had been building up. Yet, despite the pressure and pain, I felt calm.

It's going to be a long road back, but I know I'm on the right path.
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( Mar. 3rd, 2013 04:30 pm)
Captain America first appeared in 1941. The US wasn't part of the war yet. Cap fought Nazi spies and saboteurs at home, and, in so doing, encouraged readers to feel like we were (and should be) part of the war.

When we did join, Cap became very popular as the symbol of the righteous might of the US military. He was deployed to the European theater of operations, and served proudly.

After the war ended, they tried to keep him relevant by having him fight communists, but it didn't last.
It was well over a decade before they revived the character. Unfrozen into a new generation, he put his soldier past behind him (more or less) to become a domestic superhero. But even so, he was inextricably tied to his WWII origins.

When Vietnam came around, Cap actually gave up being Captain America. He said he felt that America had lost its way, and that he'd lost his connection to the true spirit of the country. He took up a new identity as Nomad, got on a motorcycle, and went on a journey to find himself and the country he loved.

And then something strange happened. America got involved in the two longest wars in our history. And Cap... didn't.

He hasn't been to Iraq. He hasn't been to Afghanistan. He hasn't commented on the war at all, so far as I know. He's spent the whole time dealing with the same sort of supervillains and superhero dramas as he has for the last few decades.

Flash Thompson, once Peter Parkers high school nemesis, was deployed to Iraq. He came home some time later, as a hero and a disabled veteran, having lost both legs.

But Captain America? No. It doesn't seem like the thought even crossed his mind. It took me years to stop and see how strange that is.

It's another sign of just how detached we've become from our wars. The one superhero who was specifically created to engage the public in our wars has had nothing to do with the ones we're in now, and I'm not sure anyone noticed, let alone gave it a second thought.
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( Jan. 28th, 2013 06:31 pm)
So, yeah, I suck.

Nothing's happening. Nothing's new. I've got nothing to say. I'm just tired. And pretty much everything else is stalled. (The people I'm working with on the bakery have been sick and also had to move to a new place, so they haven't gotten anything done, either.)

But hey, I did make myself a pair of slippers. From scratch. With no pattern whatsoever and only the vaguest of plans. So that's something. They're based on the awesome Goblins webcomic which you should totally read if you're not already.
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( Jan. 23rd, 2013 11:28 pm)
I'm in my mid-30s, but my life has been on hold since I was halfway through college. Starting a business is strange and scary. Suddenly, for the first time, I'm starting to feel like an adult.

(... He said while busily sewing himself a pair of slippers based on characters from a popular webcomic.)
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