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Anger and pain. That's it. Just anger and pain.

I'm disappointed in myself.

I want to say I'm taking a break until I can find something more positive, but I'm not sure I should. Or can. It's not like I have much else. And I do still need the contact.

I don't know, but this isn't working.

But hey, I did unexpectedly stumble across an hour and a half (which was scheduled to be half an hour) of late-night New York roller derby. Never watched that before. Couldn't keep up with who was who in the pack, even with the announcers, but it's an interesting sport. And everyone in it has a punny stage name, right down to the EMTs, refs, and broadcast A/V guys. Oh, and for some reason, the girl in the logo reminds me of alligee.

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To clarify previous post, now that I've had a chance to sleep on it:

I feel like I've nothing positive left to contribute. And venting is no longer helping. I want to reply to some recent comments, too, but I can't get my thoughts to gel.

And I'm wondering if taking some time away from posting will help me find other things to think about.

So I'm going on indefinite hiatus. I'll keep an eye on your posts, just to try to keep up, but I may not have much to say.

I will keep tweeting, though, if anything comes up. Doubt I'll have much to say that won't fit in a tweet, anyway. (For example, this bit of beyond crack.)

Should mention that Mom and I will be going to a cousin's wedding in Alaska in a week or two. May have something to say about that, may not. But probably won't be online as much while I'm gone. But maybe the change of scenery will help. We shall see.

For now, though...

So long, and thanks for all the fish.